my blog is dying... =(

so sorry for the lack of updates....

after my PMR i don really have anything to blog about....

Yesterday, went out with my parents and Tze Ern and Ming Han... XD My parents wanted to treat them to dinner for helping out in the food fair last sunday...

The pictures we took yesterday are in Ming Han's DSLR ( boy, I am so jealous!!!!) so I promise to post them here as soon as I get them!!!!

About the Food Fair now....


Went to fetch Ern and Han at 6.45am.... then proceeded to chuch to set up our stuff.... Mum was selling cookies, muffins, and her famous pineapple rice... Dad was selling teh tarik and I was selling Mexican Wrapz.....

It was fun.... we went hyper!!!!! Ming Han was the most hyper one for he shouted the loudest and said "I love you" to all the customers.... XD

Something spoiled my mood was there was supposed to be a bible quiz that day... Obviously, I could not go because i was helping out at the food fair.... ( I wanna emphasise, the money raised is for charity!!!!) but the stupid "BMW" and the wannabe-headmaster-of-catechism( not the real one) came to scold me and asked me to go in a scolding manner..... so my mood was so down!!! our priest asked me why my face so black so mum explained to him... he said that it's fine I don't go and said if they scold me I can say that HE allowed.... he was really nice!!!! XD but unfortunately, the aigaos go complain to him and said I MUST retake the quiz!!!

I felt really pissed off!!! they are so aigao and they are overpowering the priest!!! WTH?! quiz is just theory whereas helping out to raise funds for charity is practical!!! really pek chek!!! my parents were angry too cause the aigaos came to scold me in front of them as if they were invisible!! I hate the AIGAOS!!!!!

I really think these people expecially the headmaster wannabe should know where they stand! this is a church community... not an army camp! but even in the army camp, nobody will overpower the person who is in most authority! wake up lah... you are NOT the head of everthing! you do not own the church, nor are you the cathecism police!!!!


I got to go because I haven't finish cleaning my room..... will be back with the photos I promise!!!

~E~ hearts ~J~

I juz cannot focus..... =(

just came back from KL....

had lots of fun there..... =p

now it is time to concentrate on my studies......


but I just don't have the mood............


my parents went out to a wedding anniversary dinner at E&O....


so I am alone with my Tee Tee ( my doggie)...... i want to finish my homework and study, but I just feel very emo..... I feel so alone suddenly........ Maybe because in KL I was already used to so many laughters and people around........


haiz.... maybe I am thinking too much... =(


P/S Josh, you are strong when facing life..... I am proud of you!!!!!!! ^^ jiayous ba~

goin crazy!!!!!!!!!

waliao~

today at assembly, i got the worst news!!!!!!!!


I will be having an extra trial for geography after ten days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



HOW AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO STUDY FORM1-FORM3 OF GEOGRAPHY IN TEN DAYS?!



*sobzz* T.T

sick le....

today did not go to school....

fell sick.....


very bad sore throat and block nose.....


seems that there are lots of people who fall sick....


hope everyone is ok....

JUSTICE?!

Justice?!


what is it????


Does it still exist??????



NO!!!!!!!!


NO JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


( i dropped tears again today (not for myself) .... because I'm just a kid......... And I know its not fair!!!!!! T.T)

校园戏剧比赛

大家都在谈对校园戏剧比赛的感想或评语。。。



让我把心里对校园戏剧比赛的过程都说出来吧。。。。。


在刚刚开始准备这比赛的时候， 我是很好胜心强的导演。。。 带队分数都是保持在最高的。。。。 结果。。。。。 一直出现状况。。。。 一波未平一波又起。。。。


首先， 最大的问题是在于剧本没有高潮， 太闷了。。。。过后， 我有试着一直去尽量把剧本改好。。。。

可是， 越拍越生气！ 因为两位主角都整我。。。 都不要排练，排练时不要演好。。一直说， “等下才放情绪!"

接着， 我就换了主角。。。 结果大家给我的评语是我的戏太闷了。。。。。 我就熬夜改剧本。。。最后， 还是失败了。。。。。 所以就与汶哲的组结合。。。。。 就写了一部爱情戏的剧本。。。。

结果， 汶哲却说剧本很恶心不要演。。。。。

就打算让我， 海柔， 克伦和棋量演。。。。。 但是， 我的大伯刚好去世。。。 在比赛当天出殡。。。。 所以就要求演员在星期四排练。。。结果都不能。。。 我就真的没办法了。。。。就决定要放弃这个比赛。。。哪知， 演员第二天求我让他们上演。。。。。

我就决定让他们三个演员上戏。。。。。 在星期五就排好整部戏。。。。。 以为， 一切都好了。。。。 可是， 那晚棋量因脑震荡而不能去比赛！！！！！


我的感想：

校园戏剧比赛的过程， 我应该是我最低落的日子。。。。 我常常熬夜， 所以很累。。。。 我做了很多， 又没有满足感！！！ 我不知因着比赛而掉下了多少的眼泪。。。。 因着比赛而自虐了。。。。 我因着比赛， 失去了以前的我。。。。 被我父母吗的狗血淋头。。。。。 真的非常累！！！！ 觉得戏剧。。。。好可怕。。。好可怕！


海柔。。。。 我希望你了解。。。。 你们就直接自己改了剧本（ 当棋量病了）。。。。 我打不到给你们。。。 我并没有因崩溃而不理睬你们！！！！！！如果你想责怪我，　我也不会怪你的！！　


对不起。。。。

对不起，　老师。。。。　我让你失望了。。。。

对不起，　彦宇。。。。　你给我那么多的支持和意见，　我让你失望了！！！！　真的对不起！！！

对不起，　健胜。。。。　你给我很多的意见与帮忙，　还信任我能做到，　还激励我。。。　我也让你失望了！！！　真的很抱歉！！！！　



我又哭了。。。。　眼泪又掉了。。。。　很生气我自己！！！　对自己很失望！！！　

lyrics that totally matches my feelings!!!!

Nicest Thing- Kate Nash


All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanted know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen.
And I wish that we could see if we could be something.
Yea I wish that we could see if we could be something.